How can I hate myself so much, yet still cling so desperately to who and what I am? I am awash in this sea of confused emotion, struggling to gain a stance on solid ground that I can't seem to find, even inside my own head.
I will become what I was. I will find self acceptance in who I am. I will seek to become accepted for it so that I might never have to change myself again. I will hold on to my experiences and what they have taught me. I will regain that which I lost but not at the cost of what I have learned along the way. I will hold tight to myself and I will NEVER lose that again.